Tea For Ghosts
Maybe it goes like this:
Harry has a box of trinkets that Draco never gave him: threatening love letters, a snitch, dried up flobberworms and a green and silver scarf that threatens to unravel when Harry touches it.
The scarf has been dolling out the same threats for ages now - since Harry's sixth year - and it has yet to follow through. Harry's not sure what he would do if the scarf ever did fall apart, but he would definitely have to repair it, and maybe then he'd learn a thing or two about taking care of himself.
At the very least then he might learn how to darn a sock.
Harry's self-sufficient, but in other ways, and it's been a whole year.
Harry's got a lot of socks with holes. Harry's got a lot of socks full stop, and the oddest bit about it all is that he doesn't have a pair that match anywhere.
He's got socks in the bedroom, and socks on the line in the bath. He's got socks sticking out of potted plants and socks that have been ripped to shreds by cats that haven't been house-trained yet. Harry's not sure how he loses so many socks; he just does.
Maybe there's a ghost that comes and takes them all.
After all, Harry's invested an untold amount of pounds and galleons in buying his socks, and yet, somewhere between the washing machine and his chest of drawers they get lost. Nothing matches up: striped and argyle, dotted and solid, cotton and something like silk that quite obviously doesn't belong to him. However, it can't all be the socks' fault because Harry's favorite pair don't match either. One is red with little golden broomsticks, and the other is striped in forest green, and it practically reaches his knee.
They're three years old, and Harry hates knee socks. This one has a hole in the heel; he doesn't care.
Of course, Harry doesn't care about a lot these days.
He doesn't care that people call him the eccentric boy who lives in the tower and might be insane. It's magic not insanity, and it's not a tower, it's just a really high up flat. This way Harry doesn't have to have many neighbors, and if people are willing to walk up seven flights of stairs there's no doubt in his mind that they came to see him.
He's glad that nobody -- with the exception of Ron and Hermione - makes the effort.
His flat doesn't have a fireplace, but that doesn't mean he's cut himself off from the world.
He hasn't cut himself off from anybody.
Not deliberately anyway.
At least that's what he thinks, but Harry's socks don't match, and he can't quite remember the last time they did.
Draco left Hogwarts in their last year to stand by a father he hated, because that's what he was supposed to do, and Harry never forgave him for it. Harry never forgave Draco for being exactly who he was, because Harry was in love, and love is supposed to be immune. It's not as though Harry didn't know about the Malfoy legacy the entire time they were at school together, and it's not as though Draco had promised him another sort of life.
But he still didn't like it.
So in the end, when the Death Eaters came marching up two by two, Harry killed them all because they broke his heart. Except for one, because he couldn't actually let Draco go, it would've been like cutting off his own arm. He missed him, and by that time Harry honestly wasn't that bothered. He just wanted Draco to come back with him. Harry didn't think that anything else really mattered. He had just found a new flat, and they could go away and start again.
Harry only cared about certain things at that point, and that may be what ended the war more than anything else: Harry Potter wanted a life of his own. Mistakes, flaws, mucked-up parts and all, and so he told Draco this.
And Draco said 'yes.'
Harry had always believed that he needed loyalty above all else from whomever he was with, but it was in that moment that Harry understood that there were all different kinds of loyalty for different kinds of people. Standing back-to-back on a hill overrun with dead wizards and lost chances, Harry realised that Draco gave him what he could.
When Draco died by his side on that same hill, Harry saw that Draco had a better sense of what was important than he did. And on the last day of forever, Harry didn't fight for good, and Draco didn't fight for evil, they just fought to fight.
Maybe they fought for each other.
And every night, when Harry tries to die in Draco's stead, he thinks of this and wonders if there could have been another end.
Two months after Harry moved into the flat he found a scruffy, ginger-haired kitten on his doorstep that reminded him of Draco. Not for obvious reasons. He calls the cat Snitch, and every night when he sees Draco, he tells him about this little kitten that he's raising.
That they should be raising together.
And it's on a day like any other, that Harry opens the door to his flat and finds another kitten sitting on his doorstep. It looks just like the one clawing a hole in his second-hand sofa, and the first thing that strikes him is that they're like matching, mewling socks.
They're a pair.
Harry thinks about how nice it would be to have something that matches, and so he takes the kitten in. He decides to call him Nimbus because the more the merrier, and what does it matter if the flat had never actually been Draco's home?
It doesn't matter to Harry and it certainly doesn't matter to the ghost who lives there with him.
These days Harry goes to work occasionally -- the perks of freelancing -- and he eats what he wants when he wants. His flat is sparsely furnished, just some chairs, a sofa, a bed, and television.
Harry's never had much in the way of physical belongings because he's never found a place he belongs. Yes, Hogwarts was his home for six and a half years, but then there was that business about a war. Harry really lived everywhere and anywhere then: churches, half-blown off houses, attics and ditches.
Now, home is a three room flat, with too many socks and two cats that mew incessantly when he's away for too long.
If home is where the heart is then Harry thinks he's always lived alone, even when he shared a room with four other boys and lived in a cupboard under the stairs. He knows there was a time when this wasn't true, but those memories are fleeting.
That's when he pulls out his box of trinkets, makes tea for ghosts, and tries to match up his socks.